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Post by Jenny on Jan 9, 2006 18:42:30 GMT -5
Need to get something off your chest? Do it here! That is, if you want to.
I feel like an awful person because I lead this girl to believe that I was her friend and now she won't leave me alone! She calls me her best friend and everything and she calls at least 5 times a day (which I only pick up once a week)!!! She's really annoying too! And the more she reveals her true self to me, the more I dislike her! I even told Brittney that if she asks, tell her I was banned from the phone. She keeps aggrivating me on MySpace to put her on my Top 8 but I'm not going to! The only reason I accepted her as a "friend" is because she wouldn't leave me alone about it! I'm glad she moved to Maryland, 'cause her mom won't let her call long distance a lot =P!!
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Post by rainyfranky on Jan 19, 2006 22:24:18 GMT -5
that sounds lucky, like the now part, about her moving
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Post by rainyfranky on Jan 19, 2006 23:01:04 GMT -5
oh god!!!!! ok, I am so stressed out right now!!!!!!! with everything!!!! maybe that's why I've been so depressed lately. but lke
1::: I really like this guy, but at the same time I really hate him, & it's really hard & I want to tell him how I feel but I can't, I just I just cant! he'll get way too cocky & just make me end up hating him even more, well I don't really hate him, it's just that he severly pisses me off! but it's just really WEIRD!!! cus like we don't talk in public, like it started out as him just pissing me off to much for me to be able to even consider trying to talk to him, & then one of my friend gave him my s/n as a joke & he would IM me to mess with me till I know who it was, & then I would IM him just to try & anoy him, & I wouldn't talk to him in front of ppl, & he wouldn't talk to me infront of ppl, & then we started talkin more & more & then we would hang out at weird times, just me & him & he would still piss me off a little, but for the most part we got along pretty well! but like I thought I had figured out why I liked him & now those resons are starting to change alittle & I still like him! & I'm terified of liking him
2::: I still have strong feelings for an X. like when we broke up I didn't really want to talk to him b/c I still loved him, & then we like really didn't like each other & then he really pissed me off & told me that he lied to me about alot of important things & I hated him, & now were friends again & he's been helpin me with the guy I kinda like & he's been giving me the best advice, but theres alot of other things that I just really want to tell him, but can't b/c I can only talk to him over the phone or on AIM & I just want him to hold me again! & I just miss him so much!!!!rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
3::: one of my best friends is going through a really tough time right now & she's really scaring me, & Im really worried about her!
4::: a sertin someone (who shall remain name-less, b/c I know her & little pupet are keepin tabs on me) guess who Im talkin about!!!! yeah! I know!!!
but like this sertin someone keeps saying Im the reason for all her fuckin tragedy!! & the reason that sertin ppl dont like her or dont talk to her. when the truth is that everyone has formed there own fucking oppinions about her based on how bitchy she's been to them!!! not based on the way I tell them to act, b/c I have never done that!!! I have complained about her! but nothing at all like oh stay the fuck away from her!!! like the worst I've said about her was to her little puppet & I told her everything that I wish I would have know back in 6th grade!!!!!!
5::: I'm really upset & I can't stop blamin myself for subjecting her pupet to her!! & she just fucking lied to me!! everything was a fuckin lie!!! & now my own fuckin cousin wont even beilve me!!!
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! I just want to fill her to the fuckin brim with fuckin cenmet!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by rainyfranky on Jan 19, 2006 23:01:31 GMT -5
PS::: sorry if that was too much
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