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Post by dani. on Nov 2, 2005 18:16:14 GMT -5
in this thread we will talk about depresssion. either waht maes us depressed or how to get out of it.
Well, I'm of depressed right now b/c i dont have any friends. Well i have three at my new school, but that's three out of 1,400 ppl. none of my friends like the Beatles. One of my friends hates the kind of music that i like, one of them likes this guy whose part of a vampire cult, like they suck ppls blood and shit. and the other one, well idk about her. i just dont have any friends that are like me at my school. and no body ever talks to me, unless they really have to. i dnont really fit in. and i've been worrying for no reason, a lot lately and i've been really confused... like a saw this prep hanging out with this really emo kid and i've was just really confused...
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Post by Jenny on Nov 2, 2005 18:20:32 GMT -5
AWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! Don't worry Dani, you'll make friends!
Even if you don't, you'll always have me! (Don't know if that's a good or bad thing)
-hugs you-
I've been in a bit of a depression lately too. If you read my goodbye thread you'll know why. There's more to it than that, but I didn't feel like talking about it.
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Post by dani. on Nov 2, 2005 18:22:06 GMT -5
you can talk about it here, Jen. It's what this thread is made for.
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Post by Jenny on Nov 2, 2005 18:27:54 GMT -5
Well, it's really hard for me to make friends. I'm only friends with people because they're friends with Brittney and Gabby, and I think they don't really like me. It feels like everyone is moving on, but I'm standing still, in the way. I just wish I can make at least one REAL friend at Blenk.
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Post by dani. on Nov 2, 2005 18:35:17 GMT -5
Well can't say that everyone at Blenk is fake because i don't go there[thank God] but for some reason i thought it would be harder for us to make new friends because we were so codependent on each other at St. Cletus, which by the way does not prepare u for high school, social wise. Everyone keeps saying "Don't worry. You'll make friends." but i haven't stopped worrying and i haven't made friends. I have a real big worrying problem. It's like I worry for everying thing. I worry b4 class, that the teacher might call on me and i might say something crazy.. it's just for every little thing freaks me the fuck out... and i really worry during English two b/c i'm in a class full of 10th graders and they don't know that i'm a freshman. and i really freak out when the teacher calls on me[when she even reconizes that i'm even there and alive.] and i hate group projects where you have to get up in front the class, that's the worst...
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Post by Jenny on Nov 2, 2005 18:37:06 GMT -5
That's the same way I am!!! I'm too nervous to talk to anyone because I don't want to fuck up. I've been waving it off as being paranoid, but deep down I don't think that's it. I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that way. The people who said it were right, high school is tough.
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Post by dani. on Nov 2, 2005 18:42:05 GMT -5
And it's not gonna get any easier. Some ppl are just born with the gift of talking to ppl they don't even kno. ex. Kristi, Brit, etc.
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Post by Jenny on Nov 2, 2005 18:44:05 GMT -5
They're lucky.
I feel like I'm gonna get the reputation of being the quiet 'emo' girl who talks to her pictures of The Beatles, Green Day, and Bam Margera. o_0
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Post by dani. on Nov 2, 2005 18:47:13 GMT -5
And I also hate when someone says that they dont have any friends but yet when their in the hall, they wave to a shit lot of ppl. ppl think i'm gothic at HHS except for the real gothic ppl there... and some guy on my bus thinks i'm gonna bring a gun to school and start shooting ppl... i mean the thought has come across my a mind few times, but where would I get the gun from...
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Post by Jenny on Nov 2, 2005 18:55:03 GMT -5
I've thought about jumping off the balcony at school many times.
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Post by dani. on Nov 2, 2005 18:57:23 GMT -5
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Post by Jenny on Nov 2, 2005 19:03:48 GMT -5
I love it! Now I wish I had money.....
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Post by dani. on Nov 2, 2005 19:10:30 GMT -5
did u see the emo julius tee? it reminded me of Frank form MCR.
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Post by rainyfranky on Nov 2, 2005 19:38:15 GMT -5
And I also hate when someone says that they dont have any friends but yet when their in the hall, they wave to a shit lot of ppl. ppl think i'm gothic at HHS except for the real gothic ppl there... and some guy on my bus thinks i'm gonna bring a gun to school and start shooting ppl... i mean the thought has come across my a mind few times, but where would I get the gun from... dude! at St. Michael's in BR I was the gothic Emo girl!!!! & I was like ''loner chick'' too!!! I loved it, a few ppl weren't scared of me but would keep their distance! |
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